Heartless, Moodless, Lifeless....

It has been long since i discover how enjoyable things can be. Apparently it isn't anymore. Things can never be fun, enjoyable or profitable when morale is extremely low.

Low morale. It includes being heartless, Moodless, Lifeless, etc..
It makes you lose focus, concentration and ability.
It makes all the things you considered as making yourself feel alive feel dead.
It makes you lose hope.

Fake smiles leads to a down-turned head.
Small laughter leads to frustration.
Advices seems too harsh to follow.
Comments seems to be hard to take.

I guess, the holidays is really killing me. Things are not going smoothly.
And i lost the vibe needed for the marathon tomorrow. Forgive me if i give up too easily or just happened to go my way on my own.



The more i see it, the more i wonder.
"Why?"
I'm still learning.


Song in My head.. Empty - The Click Five