Oh Joy.

It's a bit strange. But a lot of things have been happening lately. And i cannot explain myself.

Project Jalan Raya last Saturday was considered a great success. But i deeply regret not being able to get the van. But overall, i loved the outcome. :)

Malay A's was a nightmare. I think i can do it. I think i may be able to pass. BUT, I'm afraid the results ain't there. Sadness

And yes, i guess i have discover the joy of teaching. Haha. But not the classroom style though. I guess helping out people in improving their skills really bring me great joy. Seeing Benj hitting and pushing the ball nicely in hockey really made me feel a sense of achievement. So, i think i want to take the coaching course! haha

Maths A's this Friday. OP next Tuesday. I cant wait for it to end. After that, i think we deserve to celebrate. Another hurdle towards the A's is about to complete.
But right now, i have to start studying. Two more days. Im meeting Benjay later to start my math crash course. So fierce!

Right now, I'm just phyching myself to start math. I hope my mind don't go off daydreaming again. (:

You're Promoted.

"Haikal, you've been promoted"
"Who's Haikal"
"Oh i meant Khidir. Don't know why a lot of Haikal today. Anyway, Khidir, you no longer playing defence. You play midfield or forward.."

That is what my coach said. HOW FIERCE IS THAT!! WOO!! I can score goals now.
Still, i have to expect the worst. I must start learning new skills. More dribbles. more RUNNING!! YEEAH! Haha
And Benjay's in hockey! WOO!

Anyway, other then that, I'm promoted to year 3. The whole class makes it. HOW FIERCE IS THAT!?

Alright, i'm officially mad. Cannot take it. I'm tired but there's a lot of things to do. Namely PW!! ARR!! I cannot take it. I mumble at the end of my sentences. I have no idea what to write for InR. I want to sleep. I need motivation and inspiration. The only motivation i had actually a makes great distraction. :)


Alright.. PEACE!

The Joy of remembrance..

Presenting Upin and Ipin..
Their adventures on their first time fasting..
cuteness.. haha
I remeber my first time fasting, we get ice-cream. Haha



Episode 1 and 2




Episode 3 & 4




Episode 5 & 6 (final)


Sorry guys, only the last 2 episodes have english subtitles. Find it youself in youtube if you want the other english (subtitled) ones yourself. Thanks.

Anyway, hari raya continues today. With relatives and friends coming over. Such havoc in the house. But its fun, its good to know that we're remembered by people who we hardly see everyday, even though we all have different paths to take.

Butterflies..

Im feeling sick in the stomach. Something is going to happen. And i do not think its good. Im in deep $#%+..

Whatever it is, i know that i dont like it. I guess it would depend on what i do with it. How i wish i could just stop time, and just make everything right. If only i could see the person who i've really become.

Alright, lets laugh. There's no way that could ever happen.

My conclusion, i worry too much. Maybe i'm overdoing it. Maybe I'm stressed. I do not know what to think. The future holds a mystery that cannot be predicted.

I guess i have to pray harder. Get all the possible help i can, and face reality. I hope i can get all the guidance i need.

Happy belated Hari Raya People..

Maaf Zahir Batin..

Im sorry for all the wrong i've done..

..Okay all you random people...

haiz..............................................................

Im Dead bored. PW is a killer. Researching is a killer. Everything's a killer.
Sitting here's a killer.. The O hub is a killer.. Why...?
....
Everything's lagging.
All the distractions.
PW's brain block. Equivalent as writers block.
AND
Deadline is coming. (add in echo effect)
harlow!!!! <-- Yes ZP, thank you..

Anyway, my internet is still down. I repeat, STILL DOWN..
Yes, its the reason why i has not been online for so long.
A few years ago i never thought i'd ever say this but..
I MISS THE INTERNET!!
I WANT MSN.
I WANT MY 'LIFE' BACK!! HAHAHAHA..
Yes.. So Sad..
But Yet, Sungguh FIERCE..!

Alright, back to work me..
Bring on the FIERCENESS!!