Butterflies..

Im feeling sick in the stomach. Something is going to happen. And i do not think its good. Im in deep $#%+..

Whatever it is, i know that i dont like it. I guess it would depend on what i do with it. How i wish i could just stop time, and just make everything right. If only i could see the person who i've really become.

Alright, lets laugh. There's no way that could ever happen.

My conclusion, i worry too much. Maybe i'm overdoing it. Maybe I'm stressed. I do not know what to think. The future holds a mystery that cannot be predicted.

I guess i have to pray harder. Get all the possible help i can, and face reality. I hope i can get all the guidance i need.