So.. Got my 'A' level results yesterday.
We booked out early. So fun.. haha
Anyway, the weeks prior to the result was what I would consider tense. A lot of things happened. And most of them hit me in that one moment I'm at home. Things like:
- My dad kena accident la.
- My aunt got back with her ex-husband??
- My cousin tried to kill herself?
- Grandpa got problems with his liver?
Aper ni smua?
And the term, "have you heard?" has such an obvious answer 'no'.
I worry alot, I prayed alot.
Before I sleep, I prayed for everyone to be safe, to be healthy.
I've been doing that a lot lately.
Especially with the results coming.
I pray for the success of not only myself, but others as well..
So got back to MI yesterday.
I miss them all, the guys, gals, teachers, hockey!!
Many things had changed.
The way people had toned up or down.
The way relationships are formed or broken.
The way attitude changed for better or worst.
But lets be happy here, everyone I want to see is seen.
Then the result came.
People cried for joy, for sadness.
People smiling
People not giving any shit..
When I got my results.
It spelled 'BED'
Maybe i need more sleep..
Or maybe its to remind me of the bedbugs that disturbed me then..
haha
So,
I was neither happy nor sad.
Just neutral.
I'm happy that I'll be passing out with a corporal rank with this.
I'm sad that my choices for Uni courses are limited.
I'm living life as 'normal' for now..
I have more than a year to decide where i want to go anyways..
So I'm taking my time..
I am just considering courses in BSc(Ed), FASS, or maybe business.
So, congrats to everyone got the full cert..
Be happy with whatever results you get.
I'm certain that no matter what, something good will come out of it..
Because things happen for a reason..
Chances will come and go. Don't waste it..
-Peace
